Breaking free

Endless storm brushes me past

never leaves me alone

with my hair pricking my face 

like pine

Rains pound onto my body

making it shiver

my body gleams silver

when the silky glow pounds my skin

Suddenly, there is a heavy swirl

of pearl white snow

slithering onto me

I shudder

Ringlets of heat rays

gorge on my face

quenching its thirst

leaving me parched

Stillness conquers

engulfing my present

meditating upon my mind

that swirls like sand storm

I stand there

facing all at once

with a ringlet of fire

seemingly comforting

fixated around my middle

Like the ever changing arena

my desires never cling

but grow and shirnk

change form

They laugh at me

with malice

upon my fickleness

on being futile,

indesicive

cringe me into pulp

shatter into pieces

strangle into dead meat

devour my senses

and grin with contempt

I am torn inbetween them

the desire to move

yet to stay

the desire to battle

yet to make peace

the desire to laugh

yet to cry

the desire to live

yet to die

As my ringlet of icy flame

burn my soul

the desires pin me down

I start to pine upon 

things around me

I meditate

gather my shattered soul

straighten my cringed heart

and unstrangle me.

I so decide

to stay to face the storm

to face the burns 

to struggle to survive

to face failure yet to win

at the end.

The tornado 

turns to calm

stillness clings to the air

a strong desire to survive

soothes my heart.

I decide 

to hope

to pray 

to love my life

to try,

for nothing in life

comes without it.