Purpose of life?

The desperately form- seeking soul,
tried so hard to enter a cell,
At last, after ceaseless efforts,
it reached its final destination,
fling catching the gossamer,
it became in union with the cell!

But instead of feeling joy,
it felt pain and distress,
it tried hard to connect with the placenta,
but in vain!
So, it tried to grow,
bulge up and soon reach out into the free air!

The cell expanded into a huge number,
and then a battalion,
but it felt more of the pain and distress,
and this time it was lack of space too!

Finally, it took shape,
and reached out to the Earth,
It felt a little happy,
after breathing the fresh, clean air!

But after some years,
the temporary joy had vanished,
distress played a main role,
with a lot of problems and complications to face!

Moreover, the single cell,
when spread, had grown more than cells,
Ego, jealousy,dishonesty and anger,
had made it more sad and futile!

When years rolled by, like days,
what meaning did life have?
in such a desperate search,
and such a nasty decision,
more of sadness, disparity and cruelty,

Before we were born,
we were so desperate
to become a single cell,
but after reaching our most desired goal,
we long to part from this form,
then why are we born?